I dreamt I was an abandoned lover watching her in a white dress that should have been spoiled

The ocean brought her back from a solace she couldn’t commit to for what was best for her was a moment intruded by familiar pain intruded my family gain she loaded her boat with guilt, with fear, with weakness with a broken promise to the person who’s heart she prepared on the rusted anchor a heart she prepared to abandon to the depths of the ocean she returned to outdated ways that would shape her future days there was no love lost she knew where it was and stepping back onto the rocky shore she chose to close that door chose not to have answers chose to deserve less